IN THE FLOW
By Joan Goldstein

After the BIG snowfall, as I was clumping along the snow-covered sidewalk, trying to follow the path carved out by someone in LL Bean shoes - they leave a very distinct footprint - I paused to look around and admire the stark whiteness. The brownstones with their little front gardens were reminiscent of a different era. Even though it was hard to maneuver, as I took in the scenery, I became more and more filled with awe at the great beauty of it all.

It was then that I noticed that one tree had big buds on it. this was indeed a miracle. In the middle of all the snow and the city’s emergency measures, the trees were very quietly and calmly continuing to go through their life cycle so that they would bloom at just the right time.

Just glimpsing the majesty of these buds in the midst of my own struggle to merely remain erect brought tremendous joy to my heart and reminded me to slow down. I realized that when I stay in touch with nature, I connect to my own inner nature and feel blissful. Of course, I have to constantly remind myself to do this, but the payoff is great. It puts everything in the proper perspective and keeps me on the right track.

So, as Spring is about to burst upon us with the miracle of rebirth, take a moment to catch it in the process. Focus on the trees as they get ready to don their Spring foliage, and the flower gardens as hints of green begin to emerge. Notice the brave little shoots pushing through the barely thawing earth and rejoice at nature’s gifts to us. In that rejoicing, experience your own blossoming; your own joy. As this happens, pause for a moment and breathe it in. Let the experience fill you. As you continue to walk, focus on this feeling inside and let it expand. If thoughts arise, find something else in nature to focus on, and let its vibrance fill you. Remember, no matter how still a tree or vine may appear to be, inside it’s pulsating with vitality that will soon become manifest. Inside us, there’s the same vitality, so let it unfold. The more we take the time to connect with this life force on the outside, the more it evolves on the inside, renewing and refreshing us throughout our own cycles.

As for the snow, should we get blanketed w ith another snowfall before Spring settles in, take the time to experience the majesty of its purity and stillness, and try to bring some of that stillness into your own being.

PRACTICE: To practice letting go, sit in a quiet place with your eyes closed and take three long, even breaths; inhaling and exhaling very slowly. With each in-breath, feel yourself becoming very strong. With each outbreath, breathe your negative thought patterns away. Repeat to yourself, “I no longer want to hide behind this habitual thought (name the thought). I’m letting go.” Repeat this three times, then focusing on the breath as it flows in and out naturally, on each in breath repeat silently to yourself, “Breathing in I feel strong,” with each out breath, repeat silently to yourself, ‘Breathing out, I let go.” Spend 5 to 10 minutes repeating this exercise three times a day and say “yes” to fuller living. PS: You can also practice repeating these phrases while walking, driving, doing chores that don’t require mental focus.